Expectations

I wish I was as wise as I want to be or as my friends and family need me to be. I just screw up at times and more importantly I hurt people I love when I don't meet there expectation of me to always come thru in the way they would like. I may not always do what people think is best, but I do love people...a lot. Every thing I do is with the motive of what someone needs. Sometimes in the process I don't think about what someone else may need. To my friends and all that I hold dear please know I am trying. I am sorry that I hurt you at times, but I am trying. Those who I may have hurt may not believe that but it is true. It is only by God's saving grace thru Jesus Christ my Lord that I can do anything good. Jesus, please give me wisdom to do and say the things you would have of me. Help me be a better friend and servant of YOU. Amen.