You Don't Know Me!

I've been thinking a lot about this post. This past year has been a winding roller coaster with high highs and low lows. I've been so excited and elated and I've been depressed and beat up. After I got married (a high high) you, probably someone who cares deeply for me, gave me space to adjust to married life, which was a kind thing to do. Time went by and I got busy or distracted being self focused and never re-connected with you, and therefore have gone thru the ups and downs of this ride alone. As I reflect on this I realize that you too had ups and downs on your own roller coaster and I wasn't there for the ride.

Although I am unwilling to spill my guts and rehash the past with you I am willing to start again. I love do overs, don't you? I love the chance I have to do as my savior did and live in community with a special group of people that GOd has gifted me to know and love. So if I invite you for dinner don't say no, don't think about it, just let it happen. I want the chance to know you and to allow you to know me, which is hard for me sometimes, and I am sure for you too...but we need each other.