I was reading a friend's blog and thought I would see if mine was still up. Low and behold it is... I honestly don't know if I have it in me to keep this up but I'll write one today knowing no one is going to read it anyhow.... A lot has changed since my last post. I have a beautiful baby boy named Lucas Jubal and my daughter Olivia is two years old. Time is just soring by. Before you know it she is going to be going off to college. Lets not think about that.

Tonight I am thinking about moving to Port Lavaca. I just read my last blog from over a year ago on community and now I am moving to a new ity bitty town and will have to start over with new friends. I am not looking forward to putting myself out there and being vulnerable and not to mention exerting effort to care about other people. I know that sounds awful, but it is true. I can reason with myself that I am too busy to make time for new people, but the truth is I need to make time for new people. God is moving me to this place and He is always about loving people. I have to remember that the world doesn't revolve around me. That sounds so simple but the persistent little head of self keeps rearing his ugly head incognito. It is easy to get wrapped up in my little world. The truth is that maybe God wants to shake me up a little to get my attention and help me be more affective for the kingdom.... I am tired. I don't even know if I make since.

I will try to post again. No promises.